I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.

I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.

It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.

I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.

But when I see a mother with her child;

A girl with her lover;

Or a friend laughing with their best friend;

I realize that even though I like being alone,

I don’t fancy being lonely.

(Source: gbass)

So, I have a week left in my beautiful, peaceful and culture rich hometown. 

First, I wanna write a huge thank you note to all of you awesome people! Dad and bro, although they seem very cold at times, but, they really cared about me and supported my decision to take the ‘rough’ path. I know it caused some tension at some point but in the end, they told me, to live your dream. In some other eyes, I am this spoiled, ungrateful, twatty and self loath kid ( oh yes, I met some. Their remarks on my choice lead to my depression ) but I am gonna prove them, silly you, you’re all wrong about me, about me couldn’t survive, about me couldn’t pay all the debts, about me being unsuccessful for the rest of my life. 

Well, those people did get into my head at one point and I was freaking depressed. But, these people, these angels, they came to my life, and save me. Shout out to my dear friends, Oscar, the friend that supported and care for me all through the way with fights and arguments in between. Patrick, whom sends me positive messages asking how I am, telling me I am making the right decisions and I fucking worth a dime. My bro, Beau, whom I love to give imaginary high five with stayed with me and reaching out to me and last but not least, Jose, he was there when I had the whole dark age of me getting on, everyday he would try to fuel me with positive spirit even though he is sick at one point, he still asking how I am doing. I guess I have to give this guy a medal for being a survivor of cancer! Love you mate! Told you you’ll make it through! And you’re right about one thing, live the life you wanted, work it. Although I never met any of you guys, thanks for everything, really! Only if I could thank all of you in person to show me my gratitude. I’ll bring along a basket of chocolate/vanilla muffins or a dozen of beers to cheer on. Your choice. Oscar, take the muffins please.

I am not forgetting my lovely best mates! Samuel, Ivan, WC, Ben and ST, you guys went through thick and thin with me. I still remembered when I was in India, I found out I was rejected, you guys cheer me up. I doubt if I could ever find a group of friends that hold on together and shared so much laughter. We are amazing. I’ll miss each and everyone of you. Sincerely. And my bestie, Chin, I love you man, thanks for all the positive messages and cheers for our 6 years of friendship!

I couldn’t left all my cousins out eh? They’re the support system that I have. Without them, I don’t think I will be here. Seriously. I am blessed that with them. They make the word ‘family’ seems real and close to heart.

To the special someone, I love you. I’ll remember all the things you taught me. About being positive and most importantly, change the way I see the world and always visualize the good.